Wow.

So, I haven't wrote in a while. Sorry! Ha, well. Where to start. Last Friday was the most amazing day I've had in a long time. I was with some friends just having an awesome day, chilling with the Adelaide Crows. ;D Not really, but almost. Saturday could have been alot better, but right now I'm starting to get over it, so I won't bring it up again. Sunday was awesome though. Chilling with Jess and an SANFL match. She had converted me from a Sturt supporter to a North supporter and now I can officially say that Tony Armstrong is an amazing footballer.

So, yeah, I had an okay weekend. This week has been pretty lame. I have no idea who I can trust anymore. People say they're your friends but really would friends tell things that aren't true to other people? Would they lie straight to your face? These things make me rethink who I chose as friends and whether I'm good enough to deserve the friendships you hear about all the time, but never actually happen. I'm over being replaced by someone new by the one person I know I could always trust and always go to when I was upset, I can't even do that anymore. It feels like I don't even know her, I don't know if she feels the same way because when I talk to her she always has to go or something.

I miss when everything was simple. I just miss when everything was the way it was. The only people that I feel like I can trust anymore don't even go to my school. It's hard not having anyone there to talk to or to listen when your upset and I'm over it now.

I love writing, it helps me vent what I'm feeling and when I'm upset I can let everything out and it will help me with my mood especially right now, when I need someone to talk to. So thanks for listening. :)

Well, that's all. 

oh and,

Happy 17th birthday Nick Jonas; you are amazing and a true inspiration. Don't you ever forget that. - not that you'll read this. 

I'll update soon.

-Eloise.

First Blog.

Hey :) This is obviously my first blog, it feels a bit weird writing to a bunch of randoms over the internet who care to listen to what someone has to say, haha. At the moment I really have no idea what to write about. There are so many things going on in the world at the moment from Global Warming to the scores of the Ashes. I guess it depends on what sort of things people are into. Like, I really don't give a stuff about how Australia is doing in the cricket, it bores me, simple as that. In my opinion, it's a fun game to play but VERY, boring to watch.

The thing that always intrests me is music. I love knowing what's going on in the music scene, it keeps me sane :) Whether it's the hottest song on radio at the moment or watching Micheal Jackson's memorial on the television. Which, by the way, was amazing. I stayed up 'til 5:00am Australian time watching it and then having to get up at 7:00am the next morning. Not the smartest idea in the world, but it was definitely worth it.

The people who never let me down, and I know will always be there to inspire me or help me when I'm having a rough day are my friends, The Jonas Brothers and Demi Lovato. I know I don't know those last two, but listening to their music can help me from being in a horrible mood and change it to a happy one by just listening to their lyrics. My friends, they are the most amazing people I have been lucky enough to meet/talk to. There are some I have known for less than a year, but I know they will be lifelong friends of mine. They are all special in their own way, and I hope they will always remember that, and how much they mean to me :)

I bet I'm boring some people now, haha. This is the time that I'm meant to put a joke in to make you laugh so you keep reading, but I can't think of one right now. You have to laugh anyway, okay? Good.

Well, I guess that's all I'll write for today, I'm sure the rest of my blogs will get more interesting, I love to write, so I'll probably update a fair bit. I write to let my feelings out, like I know many other people do. So thanks for reading my blog. :) 

-Eloise.