Wow.

So, I haven't wrote in a while. Sorry! Ha, well. Where to start. Last Friday was the most amazing day I've had in a long time. I was with some friends just having an awesome day, chilling with the Adelaide Crows. ;D Not really, but almost. Saturday could have been alot better, but right now I'm starting to get over it, so I won't bring it up again. Sunday was awesome though. Chilling with Jess and an SANFL match. She had converted me from a Sturt supporter to a North supporter and now I can officially say that Tony Armstrong is an amazing footballer.

So, yeah, I had an okay weekend. This week has been pretty lame. I have no idea who I can trust anymore. People say they're your friends but really would friends tell things that aren't true to other people? Would they lie straight to your face? These things make me rethink who I chose as friends and whether I'm good enough to deserve the friendships you hear about all the time, but never actually happen. I'm over being replaced by someone new by the one person I know I could always trust and always go to when I was upset, I can't even do that anymore. It feels like I don't even know her, I don't know if she feels the same way because when I talk to her she always has to go or something.

I miss when everything was simple. I just miss when everything was the way it was. The only people that I feel like I can trust anymore don't even go to my school. It's hard not having anyone there to talk to or to listen when your upset and I'm over it now.

I love writing, it helps me vent what I'm feeling and when I'm upset I can let everything out and it will help me with my mood especially right now, when I need someone to talk to. So thanks for listening. :)

Well, that's all. 

oh and,

Happy 17th birthday Nick Jonas; you are amazing and a true inspiration. Don't you ever forget that. - not that you'll read this. 

I'll update soon.

-Eloise.